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Name: Carl Austin
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Interests: music, art, skating ladies those little gushy cherry candies making movies romans 12:9, psalms 40 isaiah 59 moms potatoe soup
Expertise: rocking out on stage!
Occupation: Artist
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Member Since: 11/18/2003

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

my whole band now knows God.  we were faithful and we helped pull our best friends up.  things happen when you pray for people.  i prayed for my whole band for a long time.  and now, we are all faithful.  and becoming faithful.  We are going to express God's true love and emphatic/amazing true love through our music.  this is worth more than anything i've been given, except my own salvation,  my own love from God.  they said that my being faithful and Godly helped them see the truth.  now, more than seeing it, they are living in it.  they are surrounded by it.  they are excited by it and alive in it.   they will relive, or live again, a true faithful love God has and has had for them always.  God waits for us to make our own decisions, good or bad, and He will be there to tell us how much He wants our love.  our love is valueble to God.  i read somewhere that, "we accecpt the love we think we deserve."  our ability to chose God's love, makes our love valueble.  we have a choice whether or not to live for God.  I'll tell you what that means.  Living for God is like being painted.  We just have to let the Creator be creative.  He is infinitly creative, so why hesetate to be you.  originality, comfort, safety, and wisdom aren't inventions of man, they don't grow on trees.  you can't even sense trust with you five senses, but we still trust.  trust is faith.  it may not grow on trees, but the One who created the treesis faithful.  forever and to you forever.  all you have to do is accept the love you think you deserve. 


Saturday, July 01, 2006

i wrote a song i really love.  it sounds really thought through.  thank God.  it took me about 4 years to bring all these different parts together that i wrote at different times.  i wrote other songs with them but then i brought all these phrases together and i'm going to put this song and some others i've written on my music myspace in the next few days i hope.  it'll be www.myspace.com/acousticscribbles


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

i just got back from Church camp

it was the most amazing week.

away from it all.

and i discovered

lots of good things

about myself

and God

some parts of camp were such bliss, i didn't want to leave.

i met two gorgeous ladies by the names of Addy and Amillia. woa. they played basketball with us all week.  and they kicked my booty. alot;)

so i rediscovered the passions i've always had.  everything from music to being a youth pastor.  i have a special place in my heart for kids.  all kids.  being a youth pastor would just do it for me.  for real.  maybe far away.  maybe right here.  i don't know yet.  but helping others understand God's love and desire just to be a part of your life motivates me more than anything.  i love be a part of uplifting people and giving them hope. and when they finally step out in faith and say, "ok, God, here i am. i want you to be a part of me."  things change for the better and weights are lifted from shoulders.  burdons are gone.  i think people forget God is lonely and wants to be a part of us.  we're just as much a person as he is.

i saw and felt amazing things i will never sell short to the word experience.  it was more than just an experience.  and if you're curious about going next year or coming out to my church for some answers, let me know.


Friday, June 02, 2006

forget the lonely walks through the woods

bring a frend



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